But I’m only 25. ng

It sucks to only be 25 and feel like I’m dying already! To be 25 and feel like I’m 50+. I wont say I dunno how I got here, but I definitely want things to change, and I mean for the better. what really sucks is to watch the older generation struggle to be young. and continuously struggle with things that they’ve been thru b4. FUCK! I cant get help because there’s always some older fucker trumping me with there age. Shyt is so fucked up.and to anyone who reads this I know it sounds like a mess,and I hope to soon find a better way to explain  and express myself,but for now I’m just gonna use this outlet to get things off of my chest.rOr  there’s the “ I Gotta be strong for myself  “ which is killing me already.that shyt is not allowing me to cry, or allowing me to reach out to other ppl.  I guess what it all boils down to is me reaching out to the right ppl, or resources to get help from instead of reaching out to broken mislead crackheads thinking one might have a heartl