i don't have a home. I'm having a meltdown!

well it's not completely true. but it's back to living with the family again.. i'm not even sure of that yet but all signs point in that direction.. the house i'm living in now is being packed up slowly but surely. thursday is the signing...and i'm not sure what mark is gonna do.. options were going to stay with Preston's or Dexter's.. Neither one of those options sits well with me. lulled into a false sense of security then feed to the wolves is the feeling i can't seem to shake. it's my own fault.. .I'll survive this. thank god i'm here in miami with family and not in baltimore.